Side effect of the meds

So the anitdepression medication that helps control chronic pain (aka Pamelor) also makes it so I don't sleep which is weird because it is supposed to make you tired. I'm up until 3 am most nights just laying in bed waiting for sleep to come. I did try getting up and doing something and now my house is getting uber clean. The piles of things here and there I usually ignore are gone now, put away in their correct places. The floors and clutterless and you won't trip over random objects anymore. I could now eat food off of our toilets (not that I would want to because I know what has been there, but I could if I wanted to because they're so clean).

It's a sickness I tell you. I now have my shoes organized not only by color, but by type. All the white shoes go from top to bottom of my shoe rack and then all sandles are on the top shelf, slinky night time shoes on the next, then slip on, and finally sneakers. It looks sharp, but scary. Normal closets don't look like that.

My hall closet has all the towels folded the same way and facing the same direction and oh yeah, sorted by color as well. It has all the baskets neatly lined up and the stuff resorted in them as well. Looks like something out of a magazine almost. Very sharp, but again not normal.

Bit by bit the whole house is being reorganized. THings I let go and find an excuse not to do are finally being done. I'm thinking of hiring myself out to people because I can no longer sit still.

In the past three days I've made 45 card fronts and stamped 60ish coasters for swaps with other TAC demos. Just been feeling uber creative and needed something to do. So now I have all these premade items for swapping.

I also noticed that I ramble in most of my bloggings lately. It's like something comes to mind so I immediately type it out. It is somewhat how I normally think, but it's even more scatter brained even for me. I told Cody once how I think and he got super confused. I think it's why when I'm talking to someone I say something that is out of left field (for them) and then I don't understand why they don't get what I'm saying.

Back to the TAC stuff. My swaps I made I'm also sending directly to TAC for the various contests they do. I figure since I'm coming up with all these ideas anyway I might as well make some money off of them and $75 worth of stamps seems great to me! So TAC has a ton of mail coming from me now. I picked up some great stuff at our 100 yen store to stamp on and one item was a memo board. I figured it won't be much to send and it was only 100 yen so why not enter their make it a memo board contest right?

And with the stuff I picked up I also picked up a clipboard that I'm working on and going to post on www.scrappingarts.com since I'm a Diva there now (woohoo). Speaking of scrappingarts.com, I'm so frustrated trying to get this digital kit out there. I feel like a tease because people actually want my stuff and we can't figure out a way to get it to them that won't totally eat up the bandwidth for the website. It's frustrating and I feel like I'm not living up to my end of the deal even though I'm doing the best I can.

And then there is the website I've been working on trying to fix the bandwidth problem. I don't think they can add my digital stuff to their store and let people buy it for .00 (literally nothing), but another site would let me let people do that only I can't get the blasted thing to work. Talk about frustrating.

and the stuff I'm working on includes a wine glass stamp which made me think of the new saki container I bought. It's built funny so that the ice is in a seperate portion of the container, but in the cent of the glass still. That way the ice doesn't water down your drink. I bought one at the 100 yen store today for 550 yen (silly huh?) and now i'm thinking I should get one for my mom

which leads me to....

and that's how I think in my head only it all happens in a couple seconds and then Cody is wondering why I'm telling him something my mom said when I was talking about whatever I was talking about.

And although I have always been like this, the medication is making it worse. Granted I feel a lot happier now, but it isn't helping with the headaches and damn those headaches are getting bad!